Now I just hate this. Last few nights I've been sitting up till 3 eachmilks morningwith mom coz she couldn't sleep and last night I got her to go to bed at 12:30. Last few wld I've been going to sleep by an audio sermon but only prob is never hear the end of it. So u may ask why am I here now at 3 in the morning. I was sleeping so deeply and so soundly with a good 2 hrs under y belt when I woke up with a start from a horrible tho horribly silly nightmare of the vampires and or zombies chasing me (when the real nightmare is trying to type a post of any length on this miserable cell keyboard). Guess it musta stemmed from all those stupid twilight saga previews or grimmer previews while keeping mom company watching t v with her. And I can only think that my only weapon in the nightmare to kill the monsters were soft mushy bananas came from the 4 black bananas staring at me ea time I open the refrigerator. And then the nightmare followed my awakening with such stiff knees that I wet my pants trying to get them to take me to the bathroom. And then after changing I see my moms lamp on and realize she prob had never gone to sleep at all. Geeeez im sure none of this occurred because of the sermon!!!! So I will go put it bk on and see how far I get in the 77 min sermon before I knock out again.

image

To look inward to our love towards Christ is painfully unsatisfying:
to look outward to Christ's love towards us is peace.
.