i wouldn't doubt if so many coaches are worried about their futures and being found out. maybe not for sexual stuff, but... can you tell i am disillusioned with the whole sports thing. n why do people in power think they can get away with whatever?
nuff of that, sorry.

anyway have a dr appt this afternoon and am rather ambivalent about it., 85-100 for what? just to be told nothing. i'm gonna hurt, nothing she can do about it. the fatigue it happens after going on adrenalin. neuropathy plaguing my back, well diabetes will do it. i have to be in charge of that. no will too.. so i am going to go back on my antidepressants that i was on, because i'd rather not be cryong all day to heck with my kidneys..
i'd appreciate your prayers for depression plaguing us.
love
raine

But the angel said to her, Do not be afraid, Mary; you have found favor with God. You will conceive and give birth to a son, and you are to call him Jesus. He will be great and will be called the Son of the Most High. The Lord God will give him the throne of his father David, and he will reign over Jacobs descendants forever; his kingdom will never end. - Luke 1:30-33