I am desperate for those who will stand with me against the enemy. I know in my heart that God is doing a transforming work/or trying too, in my dh.
I know it because God in His wisdom allowed me to read an article today that tells me so. I will post the article in the fellowship forum.
I also know that satan is working on both of us with everything he has... He is using this illness against Louis by keeping him down on himself. He tells him that he is of no use anymore and probably never will be. He seems to be able to just tear apart anything that I convince Louis of, such as, how important he is too me and that he will be well once again.
That in turn makes me feel guilty that I don't seem to be able to abolish those thoughts for him. Louis is farther and farther into the depression and I can't seem to help him all that much.
Then, I become discouraged and wonder why I can't seem to help him. Oh, it is all just so confusing.
Please believe that I am not looking for pity, but I am asking, even begging for prayer. Not so much even for dh's healing, but that he can accept what is going on and know that through this process, even now, God is preparing him, transforming him........
Love, Sky
I know it because God in His wisdom allowed me to read an article today that tells me so. I will post the article in the fellowship forum.
I also know that satan is working on both of us with everything he has... He is using this illness against Louis by keeping him down on himself. He tells him that he is of no use anymore and probably never will be. He seems to be able to just tear apart anything that I convince Louis of, such as, how important he is too me and that he will be well once again.
That in turn makes me feel guilty that I don't seem to be able to abolish those thoughts for him. Louis is farther and farther into the depression and I can't seem to help him all that much.
Then, I become discouraged and wonder why I can't seem to help him. Oh, it is all just so confusing.
Please believe that I am not looking for pity, but I am asking, even begging for prayer. Not so much even for dh's healing, but that he can accept what is going on and know that through this process, even now, God is preparing him, transforming him........
Love, Sky
